Love... love is the most complicated word to explain. When I am happy, I will say that love is wonderful, love is happiness and love is heaven. However, when I get pain from love I have, I will curse and scream that love is bullshit, love is bitch and love is useless. Yeah.. Love is more than definition. Love is heart and mind. 
When I love somebody, I will say that love is loyalty, love is patience and love is admiration. I will feel the flower's blooming in my heart and my mind is filled with his face. Love is beautiful! 
When I should cry because of love, I always say to myself not to waste time to thinking about the love! I ensure myself that love is fake and love will not have a happy ending. 
ahh! Love is confusing! It can easily make a laughter, but it can also make a tears suddenly! It can make a peace in mind, it can also turn it into hate feeling. 
Whatever...! But right now, I will say that love is receiving. When you have been able to receive the love with your whole heart, you won't see it as hell even when you get pain. You will be able to make your own peace in your mind when you have received sincerely your love. You can receive both positive and negative side of your love. You can make your own happiness then. <3